Prayer request

I had the saddest bedside conversation with my 8yr old tonight. She's been a little emotional this evening....getting weepy over the littlest things. Because of some earlier comments today, Jason and I thought it had to do with a little boy. Is it time for her to be interested in boys already?! I was hoping she would wait about 20more years. Well, don't fret....boys are still gross according to her but what was to come next simply broke my heart.

At work we are expecting the union to strike next year and all non-union employees have received assignments to backfill their positions. My assignment would require me to complete 100+ hours of training beginning in January (60% online training and 40% which requires travel) and then on April 4th I'm required to report to Springfield, MO for an undetermined amount of time. Well, needless to say I'm not happy about it and it has been a source of great stress for me. I've talked to Jason and other family members about it but had not really talked to the girls about it.

Tonight while laying with McClain, encouraging her to open up to me and tell me what's bothering her she tells me, "Next year is almost here and I don't want you to leave and go work somewhere else". It caught me off guard. I had no idea that it was causing her stress as well. How foolish of me...they pick up on so much more than we realize. Surprisingly, I didn't break down in tears, instead we prayed together and made a pact to pray everynight that the union contract negotiations would be resolved and that no one would have to leave their families. I told her that if I did have to go that maybe it would just be for a few days or a couple of weeks. Either way, God will take care of us. He always does. He has provided for us in so many ways. He will continue to provide for us in this matter. Please join us in prayer. Please pray that I won't have to leave my family, pray for God's grace but more importantly pray that mine and my daughter's faith would be strengthened by this.

Coveting your prayers,
Anne Marie

Anne Marie is....

Anne Marie is sad that her friends aren't blogging as often anymore. I really have no room to talk, I don't blog often either but sad nonetheless. I enjoy checking in on my friend's blogs and seeing what's going on in their lives or reading about their experiences or emotions. It is sadly being replaced with one liners in Facebook. I know, I know, Facebook is cool. I'll admit. It is a useful communication tool, easy to use, easy to maintain but it lacks depth (much like this blog, he he). One thing that drew me into the blog world was the way people were willing to share their spiritual experiences and I hope that doesn't go away. We need more communication tools that allow us to share the gospel with one another.

Hoping you will blog,
Anne Marie